someday, i'll find it.
these past few months, i've been doing nothing productive. not if you count eating, listening to a lot of music, watching movies, downloading more music, surfing the net, looking for inspiration in everything i touch, hear or see, tweeting, reading books, going out with my family during the weekends and sleeping. ohh, you think it's a bit too much to occupy my time, but you're wrong. i still have those boring, idle, depressing moments where i just don't know what to do but stare at the ceiling.. and think about random stuff. i'm not referring to stuff like killing other people or myself! just the normal thoughts that normal people usually think when they know they have all the time in their hands.
fast forward before i make this post into a book, i've been thinking about my future. (surprise, surprise!) yes, i'm not really crazy or that carefree not to think about my life. well, i haven't really decided much about looking for a job since my parents don't think i should be looking for one yet. but right at this very day, at this very moment, there's one job i'd jump right into if ever it'll be offered in front of my face: attend gigs/concerts/music festivals all over the world! thinking about my interests (music, travelling, fashion and photography), i think it'll perfectly fit to be called MY DREAM JOB, if there's even a job like that one. *sigh*
though i think that job is closer to impossible, but if you ever hear someone who offers that kind of job, do contact me.. please. hahaha! my blog's name wouldn't be what it is now if i didn't mostly dream the impossible. right! actually i've been spending quite a lot of time for some time already stalking artists/bands all over the net just to prep myself in seeing them play live anytime soon! loljk. nah, it's just my way of pursuing my happiness at the moment (by just watching/listening over the net.)
updated: a good friend of mine, Remar, just shared an article with me: World's Happiest Countries. since i find it inspiring, i might as well share it on my blog. to all the other wanderlusters out there, this will be food for your eyes, heart and soul-- indulge!
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